Why do we let things work us up into such a frenzy? In the grander scheme of things... we are just a tiny blip in this massive world. Why do I get all bent out of shape for the tiniest things when 10 minutes later I think "whats the big deal". I'm healthy, have a good job, have great friends and family. If only we could keep those thing is perspective all the time! Easier said then done.
My controlling nature and I'm never wrong attitude seem to have been getting in the way of things recently. I seriously have to be right, all the time. Even when I know I am wrong I will fight to the death! I think I am in the wrong profession... Law was my true calling! Since a career change is looking slim to non, I think deep breaths and some prayers to the man upstairs are in order. Patience Lord!
In the mean time, I think I am going to go get some Rita's Water Ice, blast some Black Eyes Peas "I Gotta A Feelin" and ponder the meaning of life and how to really keep myself in check.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Frustrated!!!!!
AHHHH.... So I have been dating this guy for 8 months now. Of course in the beginning, everything was so wonderful. "Honeymoon Stage". But recently, we have been arguing, a lot. It has gotten out of control. Since I haven't had such good relationships in the past, my first response is we need to break up. I don't even want to deal with the issues because I want to save myself from serious heartbreak. But I think that is making things worse.
One major issue is we are both very stubborn. I think I should have been a lawyer... It's my way or the highway! Our stubborness is making fights worse because neither one of us wants to be the one to say "sorry" or "I will change that". We don't seem to want to adapt to eachother.
I keep thinking about how I am his first serious relationship. How much does that play in to what we are experiencing? In relationship maturity, he is just a baby. Should I give him some leway because of this? Sometimes it feels like he is just clueless when it comes to dealing with girls!!!!
In the end, he really is such a great guy. He is smart, funny, tall-dark and handsome! However, I don't know how much more I can put up with. Though it is not all his fault (I can be difficult) I think his maturity holds us back, and he is unwilling to adapt to me.
On the bright side, all these experiences shape us into better people. Learning from each relationship is invaluable, and instead of being down about it, we should really consider what each experience has given us to move forward with.
I.C.
One major issue is we are both very stubborn. I think I should have been a lawyer... It's my way or the highway! Our stubborness is making fights worse because neither one of us wants to be the one to say "sorry" or "I will change that". We don't seem to want to adapt to eachother.
I keep thinking about how I am his first serious relationship. How much does that play in to what we are experiencing? In relationship maturity, he is just a baby. Should I give him some leway because of this? Sometimes it feels like he is just clueless when it comes to dealing with girls!!!!
In the end, he really is such a great guy. He is smart, funny, tall-dark and handsome! However, I don't know how much more I can put up with. Though it is not all his fault (I can be difficult) I think his maturity holds us back, and he is unwilling to adapt to me.
On the bright side, all these experiences shape us into better people. Learning from each relationship is invaluable, and instead of being down about it, we should really consider what each experience has given us to move forward with.
I.C.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Welcome
Hey everyone,
This is my attempt at some form of writing and just getting my thoughts out there. I decided to do this as a way to talk about different things I am in to, working, relationships, fashion ect ect. Basically Girl Talk. I don't keep a diary, so this could possibly double for that. My job as an audio conference producer entails tons and tons of research, and I am able to read articles on many different things. A lot of times I want to comment on them but have nowhere to do this! I am hoping this will be a great outlet for me! But besides that, I think I will talk about a lot of different things on here!
Happy Reading,
I.C.
This is my attempt at some form of writing and just getting my thoughts out there. I decided to do this as a way to talk about different things I am in to, working, relationships, fashion ect ect. Basically Girl Talk. I don't keep a diary, so this could possibly double for that. My job as an audio conference producer entails tons and tons of research, and I am able to read articles on many different things. A lot of times I want to comment on them but have nowhere to do this! I am hoping this will be a great outlet for me! But besides that, I think I will talk about a lot of different things on here!
Happy Reading,
I.C.
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